-You can always make me smile.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

okay, so updates.. [yesterday]

had to wake up at 5, normal school timing uh :/

but i rolled around in bed sumore till it was 20 mins and i bathed and got ready everything for 20 mins and we were out of the house. then we reached the airport everything, sit around, talk, and off they went. it's so weird, it's like my first time. too weird for me. they wun be back till tuesday midnight or so.. i'ma miss them terribly. so if i break down suddenly, pls understand. cheyh, HAHA. yknow what's worse, my one and only(grandpa) is away too ): but he calls veh often so yea, not too bad i guess.. but i feel awfully alone DDD:

okay, anyway, my father almost forgot to pass the car key to my bro. haha. then we walked around T1 and T2. omg, freezing cold sia. crazy.. then we went to eat at macs. then we walked around sumore. sat down and stared into space. we didn't talk much basically cuz like, the whole time i was with my bro, he tried to like start lotsa conversations, but it just died after a few replies cuz like i dunnoe, i wasn't in the talking and yakking mood. usually, i'll yakk and yakk and yakk sumore but yesterday just wasn't one of the days. so i kept quiet most of the time and just gave one word reply. i feel bad, but really, i didn't have anything to say. then my bro sent me to wisma. but gawd, i was still soo early! it was supposed to be at 9, i reached at 9.02. no one was there. haha. but still, i love my bro. (i think he'll make a good dad! xD)

spent my time sleeping and stuff.. so yea, basically, that was my saturday. oh yar, adli's vehh entertaining. yup, and his mumma is gorgeous! :D hehe.

i went to sleep real early. i felt so energy-less the whole day. hahaha. so i woke up with 5 smses D: my bad, sorry! AND, first time i slept 8 hours for this whole week ;DD woots.

my temp is 37.5. is that good or bad? you decide(;

You made me smile again @ 9:32 AM;

Monday, July 6, 2009

even now just looking at you feels wrong

You made me smile again @ 8:20 AM;

Sunday, July 5, 2009

honestly, you're much better off not reading this.
i know you guys aren't happy.
i understand.

i can't do anything about it.
nobody cares!

do you really think i have nothing better to do than to hold you all back? do you really think i'm such a bitch i dun wanna let you all go off earlier? do you really think i like it when you guys get into trouble with parents etc?

i can't do a god damn thing ok. it's a commitment. i told you. you gotta give all you've got. we've got parents. we've got frens. we've got other commitments. we've got schoolwork. we ALL have 24 hours a day and 7 days a week.

i'm trying really hard to make it easier for everyone. to make sure that you dun have to spend lotsa time on this. but this is as far as i can help you. right now, i can't help it anymore.

~~i really dunnoe what else to do. one after another you come telling me the same thing~~

~~and here i am, with just my tears accompanying me, so stressed up cuz i dunnoe what else to do cuz all you guys do is keep telling me you aren't happy about it~~

You made me smile again @ 10:29 PM;

hello!(:

i am ALL over farah's blog. read that!

i'm on farah's blog, want sumore? :D

MUAHAHA. i feel like a bitch :O

okay, so basically you should reach farah's blog :D haha.

farah and ameera were umm, best! super gerek kan.. haha you rock farah. totally went on with the dare. ameera was like ameera. haha. soo her hair and everything. "anti-social device" HAHA

thanks sara for accompanying me home. god knows what would have happened if you weren't there. i swear it was super scary ttm. love you sara.

oh oh, finally met mur! omgosh, miss her like siao for dunnoe how long ready. haha.

and finally, NO thanks to you for making me ~~cry~~

You made me smile again @ 3:13 PM;

Friday, July 3, 2009

if i'm feeling intellectual

this is what i would say

"there's fallacy in your argument, that's simply hasty generalisation"

but

if i'm feeling sarcastic

i'd say

"hate to break it to you honneh, but no one's THAT interested in you, so dun give yourself THAT much credit"

but now, i'm really lethargic.
so, i really can't be bothered.

You made me smile again @ 10:01 PM;

Thursday, July 2, 2009

i need to talk ~~on the verge of breaking down~~

dunnoe what i wanna talk about

all i know is, i just need to talk ~~can't go on anymore~~

okayy, so i've lost my focus :/

and gosh, it's vehh bad, i swear!

nehmind, i'll survive(: woots! ~~always do. have to anyways~~

You made me smile again @ 9:50 PM;

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

omg, i got sara to come wimme today.

but she doesn't have a phone!

how the hell am i supposed to contact her? :/

how i am i supposed to know where she is..

okay, so i'm pretty dumb, huh..

You made me smile again @ 1:58 PM;